whoo. going to bangkok morrow morning. awesome... haha. can get away from stuff for a while. free up my thinking a little. been bogged down with.. stuff. this few days.

anyway. watched Evan Almighty last night. hur. damn funny show. intetresting too, how some ppl actually portray God. it's fascinating to know how other ppl see him. anyhow, more into a few things that the script contained. like, "Does God give you courage when you pray for it? Or does he give you the opportunity to be courageous?" and "A Random act of Kindness= ARK". hur. thought provoking.

went over to shawn's place today. (finally) had practice. not too shabby i thought. it was time well spent. :D the new speakers are AWESOME. they don't crack up! :D ahaha. finally. the old pair was... damn horrible. shawn's finally managed the transition from top rock to footwork to freeze more smoothly (he tripped. but that was cause the floor is damn rough), looks really awesome. radiates freaking awesomeness. i didnt do much. much footwork or what not anyway. still recovering from a slight flu attack. but practiced my freezes though. XD hoho. my airchair is coming along. too bad don't have a picture to put up. but soon. when i get it well oiled first. :D ahah. cant get my legs straight though. hmmm...

writing poems again. didn't really stop. but i noticed a change in my poems again, they're starting to make sense. and not just any sense, rather, a DEEPER sense. like. ... like. it kinda hits you're deeper thought processes. like a pebble that starts an avalanche, riding to glorious ruin. heh. but. honestly.

yeah. this is kinda... cheap. but i thought i'd write poems to e lit ppl in odac as an xmas present. of sorts. i've already finished rod's. next up is shoes, then marcus then yang. hoho. i'm not afraid to put this up. cause no one ever comes here. :D ahaha. dats a good thing. planning to slowly write them out during the thailand trip, hopefully get all of them properly written out neatly and presentably when i get back. which is the 17th. ... party is 21st.

rahh. another bitching point (i cant believe it. i'm bitching. like, wtf.). party is on 21st. and i'm... stressed... over... NOTHING. XD there are like, no responses la. damn sad.